Good Dreams

I love good dreams. The kind that are vivid and involve emotions. I had one of those last night. It was great! There was dialogue and hugging and I got to see Deborah as well as a bunch of other family members. It was great! Of course, as with most of my dreams, there was some weirdness in there too. It also had (who I think was) Holly Madison in it. Again, Weird. Any who, it was a good one. The only down part...it was in THE house which I hate dreaming about. However, this time it wasn't spooky and I wasn't alone so that seems like a good sign for a change :)

My Reason for Taking Responsibility

Yet again, I find myself taking responsibility for something I did not do. Recently I was blamed for something that I am not quite sure about. I was told by the person I betrayed that I knew what it was and was given a vague reference. The thing referenced could have spanned many years of information. So, instead of denying I did it, I took the responsibility for it.

"Why?", you might ask. Well let me tell you. I figured, "what the heck", I had already been found guilty of it and was already being punished for it so why bother? Plus, I wasn't asked. I was told that I did it. Why fight a lost battle?

The most important reason, I love my parents and want them to be happy.

However, if my taking responsibility gives the injured person a sense of relief, then I am happy to do it. I care deeply for this person and would not intentionally hurt this person. However, if I have, then I humbly apologize and would gladly, publicly, take the blame to ease her hurt.

Pride is such a small price to pay to make sure others feel good.

That is all I will ever say on this subject.

Still waiting...

So, my last post talked about the games people play. I just want to update that we are still waiting for some kind of movement to get this taken care of. I spoke to one of the parties involved and she said nothing has been sent over yet. It could be months. MONTHS!!!! I think it is ridiculous that there is not a time limit on this type of thing. One would think so. Oh well. She said not to worry about it.....right.

Anyway, that is the update.

Stupid Games

Don't you just love it when you become an unwilling player in someone's ridiculous, childish, asanine, stupid game? Then they talk about you behind your back to people. Brother. Sometimes it doesn't matter how far you are out of gradeschool, someone always makes you feel like you are back in 3rd grade with them. Heavy sigh. Only good thing as far as I can see is that usually, what goes around, comes around....eventually.

Hopefully, all will turn out well. We'll see.